The dark drowning me 黑暗淹没了我

木已 Muyi

Fighting against all odds

在所有的困境中奋力拼搏

Slowly fading dignity and grace

慢慢地失去尊严和优雅

Embracing all fears and sympathy

拥抱所有的恐惧和同情

Why do you always tear me apart?

为什么你总是撕裂我？

You want to see my deepest depths

你想看到我最深的内心深处

But I can't let it drift away

但我不能让它漂流远去

That's why I keep digging

这就是为什么我不停地挖掘

And just call my name

只是呼唤我的名字

Reaper

死神

The dark drowning me

黑暗淹没了我

I seem unable to think too much

我似乎无法太多思考

Prevent everything so this is my heartbeat

阻止一切，这就是我的心跳

You pressed my lips and told me to take me away

你按下我的嘴唇，告诉我带我离开

You know we just waste the day away

你知道我们只是在虚度光阴

Feeling used is just your own thought

感觉被利用只是你自己的想法

Because we're always passing by

因为我们总是擦肩而过

Let this all be an avalanche

让这一切成为雪崩

All alone thinking about it

独自思考

We always suddenly notice

我们总是突然注意到

Those sands are messing up my head

那些沙子弄乱了我的思绪

Don't need a sweater

不需要毛衣

We just need to keep it on the low

我们只需保持低调

Waiting for the bells to ring, so please keep your caution

等待钟声敲响，请保持警惕

Take back the land that belongs to us

夺回属于我们的土地

Addicted to blood, obsessed with fear

沉迷于血腥，迷恋于恐惧

People are always thinking how to peel my skin

人们总是想着如何剥开我的皮肤

Countless lenses reflecting light

无数镜片反射着光芒

Get me off

让我下车

Feels like a rollercoaster

感觉像坐过山车

Writing on pennies recording everything

在硬币上写字，记录一切

When I hit a wall, I always like to deal with it alone

当我碰壁时，我总是喜欢独自面对

Miracles will happen

奇迹会发生

They didn't even reach out their hands

他们甚至没有伸出双手

Feels like the bottom of the pit

感觉就像跌入谷底

I feel like we can rain-check this last bit of hypocrisy

我觉得我们可以雨后春笋般冒出这最后一点虚伪

Because Heaven doesn't exist

因为天堂并不存在

In my world there are only rags

在我的世界里只有褴褛

To them I'm just a commodity

对他们来说，我只是一件商品

But there's a voice in my head

但我脑海中有个声音

Always telling me to Carry On

总是告诉我要坚持下去

The dark drowning me

黑暗淹没了我

Feeling immense gravity on my body

感觉巨大的重力压在我身上

Only lullabies can make me feel at ease

只有摇篮曲能让我感到安心

Breaking through the atmosphere to escape this damn place

冲破大气层，逃离这该死的地方

But shackles on my legs are holding me back

但腿上的镣铐束缚着我

Am I going to bless them for a successful escape?

我是否要祝福他们成功逃脱？

The dark drowning me

黑暗淹没了我

I just want to curse them

我只想诅咒他们

Who said death is better off

谁说死了更好

Everything will only get worse

一切只会变得更糟

Become a phoenix

成为凤凰

They will only appear weaker in my eyes

他们在我眼中只会显得更弱

This is my determined

这是我的决心

Also a distant future

也是遥远的未来

In this cosmic

在这个宇宙中

My world is only dust and ugly monsters

我的世界只有灰尘和丑陋的怪物

My heart has gone numb

我的心已经麻木

Rainbows are always black

彩虹总是黑色的

That god only refuses

那个神只拒绝

Life doesn't offer much opportunity

人生没有多少机会

Pick up available weapons

拿起可用的武器

No need for any discussion

无需讨论

There are many traps in front of me

前方有很多陷阱

Self-assured

自我肯定

Don't always be overborne by them

不要总被它们压倒

Learn to be selfish

学会自私